Donny's Blog

I really like the way my "likes" Tumblr looks and the content it has. I wish my own art / website was as cool. I would like to work toward some kind of convergence between the two. If I could bring my  death stuff into the convergence too it would help unify my artistic statement.

Just had a significant talk with Lou K about Finding My Light https://loukcoach.wixsite.com/light https://simbi.com/louis-charles-kelly/finding-your-own-light  and came to some interesting logical / philosophical conclusions. The main idea was to be yourself, to be myself. But what is myself? In many ways I feel like I've lost myself, whatever that means. So, a question I had was "what if being yourself is being a bad person, or being self destructive?" Specifically regarding self-destructiveness; it can be regarded as internalized destructiveness from others. It is someone else's destructiveness towards you that you've somehow learned to perpetuate. Someone else's ideas of how to be, but that makes you unhappy or is against your best self-interest. And being yourself is not being self-destructive because being yourself means wanting the best for yourself. "What if being yourself, means being a bad person?" Well, Lou's thought was that